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                 A is the tent 
                I have learned to set up in the wilderness. 
                B is the memory of your breasts, 
                your stalwart arms. 
                C is a broken plate. 
                D is the grey moon 
                flattened against the sky. 
                E is your rake 
                lying rusty in the garden. 
                F is a thin girl 
                trying to peer into the future. 
                G sends its root down 
                into frosty ground. 
                H stands tall: 
                two posts, & then a simple gate, 
                which I throw all my weight against, 
                without success. 
                J skates across an icy pond 
                wearing a little cap. 
                K is a quick kiss 
                on your sunburnt neck. 
                L (was that once love?) 
                has been lost for a long time. 
                M makes the first 
                of many jagged mountains. 
                N is the door you bolted  
                in my startled face: 
                “No, & no, & again no.” 
                O is the hollow sound 
                of my astonishment. 
                P is a bubble of pain 
                on the surface of the river. 
                Q is my sad monkey sitting on his tail, then 
                Resting his skinny weight upon one foot. 
                S is the white ribbon of the road ahead. 
                T is a small shelter with a flattened roof 
                where U & your new lover 
                duck in & out of the rain. 
                V is simply vicious. 
                Do not grant it your attention. 
                W is the reiterated question, “Why?” 
                Windshield-wipers slashing back & forth. 
                X marks the exception to everything I’ve said. 
                Y shows the place where the road divides: 
                north & south, highland & lowland. 
                Z is some crone who’s watching all of this, 
                hope propped up upon a bony elbow, 
                kindly wrinkled face & cloudy eyes. 
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